Tonight, while packing up my kitchen, I was putting away all the cooking equipment you would use for cold winter days… while packing them in, I thought it feels like I’m packing up winter… then I felt the Lord saying, “You are, you are packing up the winter of your life. You are packing away the parts that have hurt you and all the time it took to renew and repair you and now is the time for you to start shining. Now is the time for you to take your stand in this world full of pain, hurt and disappointment, you are going to shine like a star. Not for the world, not for man’s approval and accolades, you are going to stand for Me, in Me, showing only Me off to the rest of the world.
Asnee, I am packing up the winter of your world, where you already had all the tragedies, traumas, assaults and abuses done to you before the age of 17, I have spent the last 24 years healing, repairing and restoring you. I have told you since you moved from Cape Town 10 years ago, that I am sending you here to reconnect with family, reconcile and I will teach and train you in order to send you out into the mission field.
The mission field is starting to look very different to what you would have expected it, had this lock down never changed it.