In the presence of my King 11 August, 2019

In the presence of our King we are drawn up to His throne room of grace …

In the presence of our King we are called to a higher calling, called to our ultimate purpose …

In the presence of our King we are called into oneness with the vine to whom we are the branches …

This is how we stay as closely interwoven as the branch…is to the vine.

In the presence of our King all things of the world are drawn away from our hearts and minds …

In the presence of our King our focus solely on Him … Creator of us … the created beings. Knowing our flaws, knowing our weaknesses and temptations, how we fall into them by the desires of our own hearts, yet loving us unconditionally … perfectly … fully …

I don’t deserve this grace …

I don’t deserve His face …

His glory shining down on me … His perfection pouring favour over me … His Love, Love of perfection casting out every fear, every doubt … perfect Love … Loving at all times … especially when I don’t deserve it … He’s Loving me to wholeness.

In the presence of my King I become who my Creator created me to be …

In the presence of my King I become equipped to face the day boldly … as me …

In the presence of my King I become aware of His greatness and that in each of us is a uniqueness placed there by His Hand of Love …

In the presence of my King I become aware that my mistakes are mistakes, yet He empowers me by His Holy Spirit to overcome my downfalls, to be stronger than before, that when I fall my instinct is to call …

Call on the presence of my King …

Lean …

Lean on the presence of my King …

Those times of quiet intimacy in private … the strength of my daily walk in the light

Things I do in the dark, things I do in the night …

They become my strength …

What I do at night …

I use this to ignite …

My days with His holy fire …

His holy fire with the life-giving power of the word …

This may seem absurd …

Yet it is the equation He Himself displayed …

The example He gave when He walked the earth …

What He did in private ignited His public walk …

If the Master did and in His earthly being needed to …

Then how much more me and you????

In the presence of my King …

He reveals … everything …

His words promise of … I have supplied everything …

Everything you need for life and godliness …

In the presence of my King …

Can we really afford to wait …

Can we really wait until we hate …

Our very lives before we submit …

Before we surrender …

Can we really afford to wait, to follow His pure, simple, perfect example?

Can we commit …

Can we commit to a life of surrender, knowing He has all the answers anyway?

Can we really afford not to commit … allowing our lives to be taken up into His presence daily, where equipping, strengthening and understanding grace meet love and perfection …

Can we really afford to miss an opportunity with the One who created everything and can supply us … anything …

Can we afford to wonder about submission, commitment, time to fit it in … when the presence of our King … is at hand …

Will we allow it to slip away …

Will we allow time, the world, pressure, people to continue to be our excuses … or will we commit and obey and … here it is the modern-day word to hate … will we be prepared to submit … will we be prepared to submit our entire lives … our entire thought process … our emotional well-being to the one who created us … He made us … He gave us these desires … when we submit He adds no pressure … when we submit … He takes no joy … when we submit His hand is here to catch and carry us when mistakes are made … even the big ones that are potentially threatening … He catches us and carries us … by His grace … when we submit …

What are we willing to do …

What are we willing to sacrifice …

What are we willing to commit to …

In the scheme of eternity … what are we really asking … that we live our lives to the fullest purpose we are created for by our perfect Creator being, Daddy God … what are we waiting for people?

If 5 minutes, or 15 minutes or 30 minutes with our Creator God, heavenly Father, grace-delivering Holy Spirit, tender-loving Lord Jesus can bring us into right relationship with Him, where submission isn’t our present-day “S” word but a response our hearts take naturally in reaction to the perfect relationship with Him … and eternity, knowing those minutes would have put purpose, meaning, grace, and perfect direction into my life … and I consider eternity … where I meet Him face to face … officially … and He says either … why did you not draw near to me … I do not know you …

Or …

Well done my good and faithful servant … with little you accomplished much …

This is what I live for … my master’s acclaim … no other…

Will you join me?

Isaiah 45: 22-25

“Turn to me and be saved, all you ends of the earth; for I am God, and there is no other.

By myself have I sworn, my mouth has uttered in all integrity a word that will not be revoked:

‘Before me every knee will bow; by me every tongue will swear. They will say of me, ‘In the Lord alone are righteousness and strength.’”

All who have raged against Him will come to Him and be put to shame.

But in the Lord all the descendants of Israel will be found righteous and will exult.”

This is what I live for:

“At the name of the Lord every knee will bow and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord.”

I missed the invitation to ascend

Lord, as I was worshipping tonight, in an intimate place of connecting to Your Holy Glory I felt You saying to me:

“Let me lead you into a new place of redemption, revelation and revival freedom.” As I was worshipping I saw Your feet descending a mountain full of clouds and as I was watching, I kept waiting for You, Lord to come down to me. It only occurred to me as I sat down to write this, perhaps You were waiting for me to ascend with You? Is this true, Lord, were You waiting for me to ascend with You?

Lord, tonight as I was worshipping You showed me that You were removing every shackle of mindsets, emotional past habits, behaviours, thought processes, no matter how small or great, You, Lord, were in the minds of myself, and each of my family members, as I worship in proxy for each of them coming into the intimate presence of the Living God, as they may not be able to do as yet, I do, in proxy for them. God as I do so, in my home, with each of them present, You, Lord are removing the shackles that have kept us from moving forward, You are removing, reviving and re-instating Your mandate on our minds, hearts, souls and strengths. Only You know the hurts, pain, sadness, disappointments and regrets each of us has with life, each other and even with You, Father, making it difficult for us to move forward and connect with others in life, in church, especially, and fellowship openly as we should be able to. God, Almighty, thank You, thank You that You care about our thoughts, emotions, mindsets and future enough to rend the heavens and come and sit and be with us, or better yet, to call us up to come and sit and be with You, in intimacy, knowing all our failures and loving us unconditionally.

This writing is part of a 2 day piece of my relationship with the Lord. This morning, while in the shower, I said, “Lord, I don’t want to get out of this shower, it feels as though outside of this water I am naked, I am exposed and I don’t want everybody to know how I missed Your invitation yesterday.”

God, ever good! said, “You need to feel naked, exposed, ashamed so that others may know, we all feel it and when we feel it what we want to do is hide it, keep it secret that no one else can see, hear, know, I am experiencing real feelings, real emotions, real rawness …
It’s not that we experience it, it’s what, when we experience it, we do with the experience, and how we approach the world, the Lord and others, allowing them to be free to be themselves again … when they feel it, knowing it’s normal, it’s okay, we’ve all been there!”

I asked, “Lord, I missed it yesterday, how, Lord, how do I ascend when You call?”

You merely called me to follow You again, follow You, closely, near to Your feet, Your voice, keeping myself to You, You led me up the side of the mountain on a tiny little path, not easy and not often used but it is the best most peaceful path along paths of righteousness and streams of living water, that if at any time I am unable to continue, You are near at hand, You provide restoration, revival and freedom is non negotiable. I am so free here, there is no sound of distraction or detraction from the world around me.

How, Lord, can I not miss it again, Your invitation:

You start by stopping, asking, listening for the instruction or invitation in this case and in being with me. If you were waiting and listening, you may have asked, what is it Lord, You are asking me to do?

1 – STOP,

Stop, when you see a clear picture, of or from the Lord. Stop, look at the full picture, understand with your heart and mind and spiritually discern the meaning.

Stop, revel and enjoy just being with the Lord in that place of redemption where the Lord is revealing a little more of Himself, His plans and purposes to us, enjoy the being of that time with your heavenly Father.

2 – Ask,

Ask the Living God, what is it You are saying to me, Lord, what is the response, if any, You want from me regarding this picture?

Ask, Lord, God, what is it You are saying or revealing to me in or with this picture?

Ask, if you see or feel something you are not sure of, or unsure of the purpose, meaning or significance of, ask the Lord, His answer usually clarifies more than the question you even asked.

3 – Act, on instruction/invitation.

Act on the Lord’s word, picture or intention. Do what the Lord tells you to with the word. Sometimes for me it is to share it with others, at other times it is to pray into a certain area of the picture.

Act on the instructions of the Lord regarding the picture, sometimes we need to sit quietly and pray or meditate on what the Lord is saying and He will bring clarity on instruction, He will bring clarity on the subject.

But, if you ask me, what I’ve found the Lord wants from me more than anything is to

4 – Be,

Be constantly with Him,

Be constantly listening to Him,

Be constantly drawing near to Him,

Be constantly still in Him and He will reveal all else to you, as you wait on Him.

We are Yours, please help us to draw so near that we never miss the invitation to ascend with You. Thank You, I Love YOU, Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit, Beloved!

Spirit of God is in you!!

This morning as I was worshipping with this song, I felt the Lord lead me to 2 scriptures. This week I’ll share this one and possibly next week the other…

The first one was strange to me, but the Lord has been leading me there quite a bit the last few weeks. It’s very relevant to me as I have been striving and seeking answers to my financial woes in, what seems to be all the ways that seem right to me today, inevitably, sending me on a wild goose chase.

The Lord sent me to Gen 2:3 “And God blessed the seventh day and made it holy, because on it He rested from all the work of creating that He had done.” Now in my “action solves problems” mind set, this verse isn’t really saying anything, only that God rested and told us to rest.

Having spent time with the Lord and really been worshipping, the Holy Spirit said, “No, read it again,” and I did. This time I read…

“And God blessed the seventh day and made it holy,” He didn’t have to do anything, because all the action that needed to take place He had already accomplished and now, able to rest knowing all was done, He did so, ready to see, reap and receive the rewards of His hard work already done. You see, when God has already planned and put into place all that needs to be done, we need to teach ourselves to be:

  • still… – why “because I am God” Ps 46:10
  • waiting… why knowing, with an inner knowing that, as our heavenly Father, He will never leave us nor forsake us. Ps 46:10
  • watching… why, because in the watching we can start decreeing and declaring the promises of God as we see them unfolding before us. If we were not watching, we would not perceive the new thing He is doing for us, in us and through us, Is 43
  • knowing… that our Heavenly Father of light will reveal all to us in His good timing. Come on, now, when things around us look dark and dismal, what do we do, where do we go? Cup of coffee and chocolate, coffee, comfort food and comfort friendship… which is worse as our words lead us into destruction instead of decrees and declarations from the heart of God which will go out, change the situation in the spiritual and then the natural, we get stuck in a cycle of self-pity and/or loathing and gossip, which merely destroys all God is working out. Come On!!

Don’t fall tempted to actions that are not yours to take, wasting your time, energy and reputation making plans that are not necessary, rest in the Father, wait on Him, His perfect timing, His perfect plan will bring the right solution, according to Is 43.

Woman of God

Woman, you were created to serve, serve your heavenly Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost, but then, after Him, you were created to serve your family, husband first, then children and then, when that is done, the church and outreach to others after that.

Woman, you were created for such a time as this, when in all-selfishness and all-pleasure seeking lusts of the flesh the rest of the world is being drawn in, wooed and brought into the lure of this selfish, flesh seeking life, you woman of God are made to stand out. You are made to show the difference to the world of dying to self and seeking to gain the fulness of the whole family, by fulfilling the role of servant-hearted love, of which Christ alone was the greatest example, you, woman of God are fulfilling the calling you were created for, by assisting the entire unit to function fully.

How do I know this and who do I think I am to be writing this??

I know because, yesterday, I mistakenly told my husband, I am not here to run after him. Now, today, while worshipping and serving God in worship, I came to praying for my family, husband and children. The Lord turned the light on, guys… how can we be so blind. We, wives, if we allow it, hold the key to the success, happiness and full functionality of the family, as a whole. How, how do we keep up with the demands of everyday life, desires and needs of the family and still be a whole person ourselves. I think the secret lies in delicate balance but mostly dying to self.

A very dear friend of mine who moved overseas for a time, said to me on the birth of her 3rd child, she has realised that the success and happiness of the family rests on the mom dying to self. My friend, only today, the revelation you tried to share so many years ago, has become a reality for me!! Thank You Lord that You have opened my eyes to see what You have created me for.

Ladies, how much fuller of a person I will be when I see these family members of mine becoming who God created each of them to be, rather than me striving to fulfil my own selfish desires.

I’m not saying we, moms, ladies, wives, shouldn’t live alone, there are exceptions, we cannot stand in the way of all people everywhere living free and without prejudice and abuse.

What I am saying, is that, if you, like me, feel you are hard done by because you have to pick up after your family, you have to be the one to run after all of them and make sure everything is done on time and put back in place. Let’s be realistic here, we chose to be married, we knew we weren’t perfect when we started out, we knew our husbands weren’t perfect, but we decided to have children and we owe it to them to bring them into the best home we can. We owe it to our husbands to be the best wife we can be, God told us on day one, of human existence, it is not good for man to be alone. Therefore, we are the solution to man’s need for assistance on the earth. All that is good comes from the Father, the mandate of the woman from day one, was to be the assistant to man he needs in every part of his life. So, next time you feel like telling your husband you can’t do that, consider, this is your privilege. There are those who still wish for husbands, those who had husbands not as kind as yours, good, faithful, encouraging and loving. They would choose to put away your husband’s socks, given half the chance.

Come on, I’m sure I’m not the only one who feels overwhelmed by the fact that I have to run after and pick up for and plan and arrange and re-arrange and re-align, 4 people, to put them on the right track daily. I can’t be the only one who, at times, despises this job. Let’s lift each other’s gaze and remind each other the great and mighty calling it is to be a woman. You, actually, carry the strength, woman of God, you actually are the mast that keeps the whole boat afloat and adrift moving and correcting it in the right direction which God shows you to go. Praying daily, moment by moment, keeping all on track, keeping all covered in the blood and asking the Holy Spirit to be our safety net, collecting and correcting and directing all those ideas, plans, thoughts and emotions are we not there to assist? God give us wisdom and direction for this most impossible job. But God, help us not to give our hearts to the little foxes that seem so true and accurate. That’s right I shouldn’t be the one to pick up after everyone, I shouldn’t have to take care of your every whim, but let us keep our eyes on you, help us to keep each others eyes on You! Your ultimate purpose for us as Your woman, come and bring wisdom, show us to teach our children the necessary and trust You to walk with them every other moment we can’t be there to assist them, let Your Holy Spirit go before them and level the mountains, give them wisdom and discernment to know who to trust and how to judge who and what to trust. God help us to be moms after Your own heart, lifting each other to You, that we may grow in the faith to know this is what we were created to do and be, and we will see the fulfilment of our husband’s full life and our children’s as well and this will be the true reward of our life of sacrifice, and the more we sacrifice, the more this fulfilment will bring joy to us.

As I type this, Lord, I keep thinking how I am going to regret writing this. So, Lord, I am trusting You that I will not regret writing this. Seal me in with You, Almighty God, and may I be a better wife, mom and friend daily, as You lead me. Thank You, Father God, Lord Jesus, and dearest Holy Spirit, thank You, Amen

4th May, 2019 – week before elections

The other morning, I was in a service like I haven’t been in in years! It was a visiting pastor who came to speak at the church we are attending, and he gave some of the most revelatory statements about the bible and the Lord I have heard from a preacher in a long time. Although I must say being in this church has been an amazing time of revelation and breaking off the old and bringing out the new. Thank You Lord for seasons and new seasons, very exciting.

One of the revelations he gave which the Lord, this morning expounded upon for me, was regarding Lazarus coming out of the tomb. He showed us that when Jesus got the word of Lazarus’ illness, he seemingly did nothing, but we forget that He spoke the words that kept Lazarus from death. In the old Hebrew culture, anyone could raise you from the dead within 3 days, but on the fourth day you were considered truly dead. Jesus, knowing this spoke a word of grace to death. He told death that Lazarus would not be given to it. He lined the tomb with the witness of grace prior to Lazarus’ body going into it, in order that on the day of Lazarus’ “death” when he was laid in the tomb, there was a witness of the Living God inside the tomb waiting for Him there to come and speak the words of life, “Lazarus come out” and Lazarus stood up and came out wearing his grave clothes. Wow, what a beautiful picture.

Jesus, effectively put the limit of Lazarus’ illness down in the spiritual prior to his “death” in order that he would arrive in the grave and his spirit would not have the liberty to leave but would wait there with the witness of the Holy Spirit until Jesus returned and gave the next command, LIFE!

This morning while praying for the country, people, family etc as we all do, I was declaring prophetic words over the country which have been declared and prayed over this country for more than 100years as far as we can tell. While having the privilege to do this, knowing that most of the country is praying similarly and simultaneously the Lord showed me something. The prophetic actions and words that were done and spoken, respectively, over this country in the formation of the country, the capitol and it’s people, have formed a foundation, a witness of grace going before all the other horrors which were inflicted on this country and it’s people.

Well, my 2 favourite words…. But God….

God went before any evil, vile, corrupt, greedy, lust-filled man and God paved the way for this country. You see, in that monument that no one has ever contended, that monument that stands in our capitol, that monument you have to enter wearing certain types of clothing only, so as to show respect. Have you noticed no one has ever suggested re-naming the Voortrekker monument or re-purposing it. But what God has His hand on, no man can ever touch, until God gives the go-ahead. In this monument the leaders dedicated this country, and it’s people, back to the Father Himself. So, Father God, took from the foundation of this country, what was then a minority of people and placed them in a place of influence because of their faithfulness to Him. He used them to build this beautiful, ingenious monument to the country, but establishing the country to Him at the same time. So that from that time until now, nothing and no one could take this country out of His ordained hands. He then spoke to the leaders, prophetically and told them the plans and purposes through visions of the country lighting up on fire and spreading that fire throughout the continent and the world respectively and saying clearly, “No longer will they call it deepest darkest Africa, because in the same way that the world sent their missionaries to Africa to speak to them about the gospel and change their lives, South Africa will be sending their missionaries into and out of Africa to reach the rest of the world.’ I know the words well from a vision I had in 2004 where I saw It’s Time Bloemfontein taking place. There have been many such prophecies dating back at least 100years. I can promise you for every prophetic word there were hundreds or thousands or more, praying into that word and the promise it held for the future of our country. It is no coincidence that now, at this poignant time, our country is set to make the most revolutionary transfer of governance the world has ever seen! Peacefully, transforming the lives of each individual in order to change the world. God made a covenant with the leaders of this country, they spoke and committed to the Lord our land and His plans and purposes for it and it’s people. This causes a tie, from then till now, a foundation of grace, not allowing any of the stakeholders of darkness to take hold. Any sacrifice, any agreement, made in the past, present or future will be null and void because God’s witness of grace has already gone before us and as we pray and stand on His promises, we are led to call life into being and God’s witness of grace that went before us ties back up with the foundation of the country when we dedicated the land to Him, and accomplishes His will nullifying all else!

Thank You Lord!

Now on Friday morning, 3rd May, 2019, I came into my study and I couldn’t believe the Lord has given me another picture of my map of South Africa. As I came into my study, I thought, ‘No surely there can’t be another prophetic vision with this map? I can’t think the map is going to be the catalyst of another vision. I felt the Lord saying to me, “Take it off the wall and roll it up,” I thought that’s it, I’m going to put it away once and for all! NO! that is not what the Lord said. Now I’ve got it in my hand all rolled up in one hand, like a spear/javelin and as I’m pray, the Lord is saying to me, “Throw the spear,” I did so, not letting it go, it’s an old fragile map, I don’t want it to break, but I’m throwing the spear, and as I’m praying, throwing and walking I notice that I’m standing in the centre of the room and as I’m throwing the spear, I’m throwing it to all the four corners of the room. I’m reminded of the bible speaking about the four corners of the earth, and I’m thinking, “Oh my word Lord, I’m praying, I’ve got this map in my hand like a spear/javelin throwing it to the four corners of the room. I start laughing, what are you saying Lord?

The Lord would say to you, today, South Africa “Prepare South Africa, roll up yourselves, your belongings, roll up everything you have held dear and allow me to use them and you to accomplish my plans and purposes, no matter how strange or insignificant it may seem to you at the time. It’s time to get ready for anything, it’s time to get ready for anything.” My late Pastor Mannie Perreira used to say, “You must live your life RFA, ready for anything” and the Lord would say to you, “it’s time South Africa to get ready for anything, it’s time to get ready yourselves, to move, to move, the Lord is going to move us throughout the nations of the world, He is going to take South Africans, South Africans that have their hearts pure for Him, South Africans that are on FIRE for Him, South Africans that have been proclaiming the gospel, the good news all along. He is going to throw them/torpedo them, He is going to javelin them, He is going to torpedo them into the next that He has for them, because He can’t wait anymore for this earth to know the good news of Jesus Christ, the earth needs to hear, if they haven’t heard, how can they know, how can they know if they haven’t been told, how can they know if someone hasn’t been, somebody has to go and preach that word, we are the one’s South Africa, we are the ones who are going to go and preach that good news to the four corners of the world to the rest of the earth, count it a privilege, we are going to change the nations. We are bringing the light, we are bringing the FIRE, we are bringing the good news of the gospel, to change lives, to break down darknesses, to break down barriers to break down all areas of our lives, that are not glorifying God. RFA South Africa, get ready for anything! This is your time, this is your time to go out and conquer, conquer the world because that is what the Lord has called us to do.”

“South Africa, you used to think of yourself as poor, or neglected, or isolated, far away from the rest of the world. No longer”, says the Lord, “You are now as you should be, the centre of the earth, the centre of where God is going to work from, God is going to evangelise the world from South Africa. Carry on, carry on praying, carry on fasting, carry on getting yourselves ready, because God is coming, He is knocking, He’s saying, “Let’s go, let’s go, hurry up, get ready, we’re going, we’re going, we’re going!”

 Come on South Africa, we can do this, let’s do this, let’s pick up our socks, let’s go!

I see the Lord standing in the middle of the South African map, as I was standing in the middle of the room, He is standing in the middle of the country, He is standing tall and taking us, each and everyone of us and torpedoing us into our next, He is torpedoing us onto the path and plan He has had for us all along. His plan to advance His kingdom no apologies, no explanations, just moving people to their correct time and place! He’s not uprooting you, He’s is the God who establishes you! Believe Him, trust Him, what seems disruptive and inconvenient now will be for the betterment of your future and the future generations to come. Lean on and trust in Him, as always He knows the bigger plan and purposes for each of us. Now, right now, to us in our circumstances it may seem ironic that the Lord has promised growth and increase and it doesn’t seem that way at the outset, but God, as always, knows the future and our end result. He is manipulating the system as we know it, that in the long run we will know it is Him, He is the one who has taken what was mans broken system, mans broken ideology and He has brought to life His way and His peace and His safe-haven for those who love and fear Him. If you feel at the moment that your life is being disrupted, that you can’t recognise the life you had before, even up to a week ago, know, it is your Heavenly Father, stepping in to help you, further His Kingdom and working for the good of our future generations, simultaneously.

God Bless

Father heart of God is pouring into South Africa!

As I woke up this morning, I heard the words of the Lord so loudly and distinctly saying: “Do you remember? Do you remember? Do you remember Me? Do you remember the reason you gave up life as you knew it and took up your cross and followed Me? Do you remember that I am your Father, the only perfect Father there will ever be, and I love you completely?

Then why? Why do you run away when there is a time of urgency, when there is a time of prayer and fasting, when there is a time to seperate yourselves for the nation, why do you run away, why don’t you turn back to me and say I’m sorry for all that I’ve done that has seperated me from You, my sin, please forgive me heavenly Father and turn back to me, wholeheartedly, not in this luke warm fashion of I serve the King when it suits me?

“Do you remember? Do you remember? Do you remember South Africa, the voice of the message I sent to you, through my many prophets before the It’s Time event in Pretoria? Do you remember the vision of the sound and the mighty rushing waters flowing from the top of the country down towards the south and it looked like the mighty Victoria Falls had broken open and was flooding the country, do you remember? Do you remember the promises that things would change?

Did you not have the cyclone coming straight for you? Did you not have the floods now, this week?

These are the signs and sounds I spoke of that will move the winds of change into South Africa, now is the time, this is the time of your change. I foretold this to you so that you would know them when they came, so that you would know and see, before you went out before you went out and did any of your works (which I am proud of, which show great faith and humility) before you had done them, though, I had already heard your prayers, seen your hearts and prepared to move change into South Africa. And I mean move, as you prayed on Saturday, 20th April, 2019, I moved, I moved the pillars of the altars of the false gods that have been erected in and over this country, straight into the pit of hell. They have no more power over South Africa, they have no more place and and all of their strongholds have been removed, I said ALL OF THEIR STRONGHOLDS HAVE BEEN REMOVED! As in Mat 18:20 “For where two or three gather in my name, there I am with them.” so it was on Saturday, 20th April, so it will be this Saturday, 27th April, and going forward into the new dispensation of the nation, I will be with you, never will I leave you, never will I foresake you, because you have set yourself apart for me and remained true to my word until the end. As it says in Lev 26:8 “Five of you will chase 100, and a hundred of you will chase ten thousand, and your enemies will fall by the sword before you.” As I already told the prophet on 13th April, 2019, you will have no opposition in accomplishing all that I have set out for you to accomplish in and through South Africa, both politically and in advancing my Kingdom, you will be, and currently are, the forceful men and women advancing my Kingdom.”

Before we prayed on Saturday, in fact many years ago, the Lord had prophesied into our nation, many times over, that we would change the world for Him, not could, possibly, or might, but WOULD 100% WILL HAPPEN, change the world for Him! Because, as the Lord said previously, He has saved a remnant of hearts of pure Christian men, women and children unadulterated by the loves of and lusts of the world in South Africa He has raised them up, from all the areas of the country, leaders and lovers of God’s word to do as He commands with no fear or favour of man! What we did on Saturday 20th was a prophetic action of bringing ourselves personally, our country and political parties in line with the word God had already sent out. God’s word cannot return void! God had already ordained it and had already set in place everything needed, we were merely there to say “Yes, Lord, please send us, use us, we are willing to go! Willing to go for You! We want to be the change our country needs!” Let’s GO SOUTH AFRICA! LET’S MARCH! LET’S BE THE LIGHT OF THE ENTIRE WORLD OUR COUNTRY HAS BEEN CALLED TO BE! WHAT WE DO IN THESE DAYS, WHAT WE DO IN THIS CRITICAL TIME WILL MAKE THE DIFFERENCE THE WORLD NEEDS,THEY NEED GOD, WILL YOU AND I BE HIS HANDS AND FEET? Let’s press into Him, understand what role He has for us in this, and go and do and be, this is what we were born for!

There is no coincidence that this prayer meeting, this time of dedicating South Africa to Him has come at His own Passover time, Easter. God’s timing is always perfect, I have observed in my reading life, He’s never coincidentally proportioned an entire nation, He does it on purpose, to accomplish His plan. In Rom 3:25 it says “God presented Him as a sacrifice of atonement, through faith in His blood.” And on Saturday, 20th April, it was all about that faith, faith in that precious blood, we were one man, united at the feet of the cross of our beautiful Saviour, what a privilege God Almighty! Thank you, Lord for the privilege of knowing You and having the opportunity to impact the world through Your plans for our country! If you are having any concerns or any reservations about going, please pray, ask the Father, take your cues from Him alone, I emplore you to ask Him, He is changing the world as we know it, do we want to be part of it, under the Name of Jesus, what a privilege!

Vision 13 April 2019, YOUR KING IS CALLING YOU

Today I put my map of Africa back up on the wall. I was so overwhelmed by the previous vision the Lord gave me when hanging my map, at the time of It’s Time, Pretoria, I left it off the wall. Today, as I put my map up I saw my shadow looming large over it and the Lord said to me: “This is how I am standing over South Africa now, right now, I am looking down on you all and I am seeing you, each and everyone of you, who are calling out to me. I see you, your efforts, are not now, nor will they ever be, or have been, in vain. But now, now I am counting you, counting your efforts, counting your messages, counting your minutes and putting them altogether and remember where 1 puts 1000 to flight, 2 put 10 000 to flight, just imagine, just know, that when those prayer bowls are full in the heavenlies, oh when those prayer bowls are full and they start to tip, you will not know yourselves, you will not know your country, and even your countrymen you previously despised, or were not able to deal with amicably, there will be no opposition to you, as my will is carried out. You will have no opposition as I position my leaders and governments as you have requested, in this time of need South Africa, only don’t forget me. Don’t be like Israel and Judah of old who got what they wanted in the form of salvation from enemy oppression and then just as quickly turned back to their idol gods and worshipping and intermarrying.

I believe you will not be like them South Africa, you are loyal and bold. I have set you apart South Africa. I have kept you as a pure and peculiar people that a remnant of pure and true Christian hearts, minds and souls would come from you to change the world around you. One remnant that is strong, pure of heart, unadulterated by the world and pleasures taking over the world. You, South Africa, are my chosen nation and now is the time to stand up and be counted and live out the full purpose I have for each one of you. Don’t look to the leaders and think I can’t do what he’s doing. I have called and annointed and equipped you to do what you were purposed to do. Go and do my will. You will know what and how in the going. I will lead you and direct you, you need only follow. Get up South Africa, don’t wait for someone else to go, and be, and make the change, go, be, make the change in your everyday interactions with every person around you! Now’s the time South Africa.

You had It’s time, the call to the country to full repentance and turning their gaze to me with prayer and sincerity, but now, South Africa, now is the time to go, do and be the difference I have made you to be, firstly to your nation, your fellow countrymen and women, doing good, showing love and compassion for your fellow man, but it won’t stay here as I, the Lord, have told my many prophets over the years, you will change the world for me, preparing them for the 2nd coming of the King, your King, pure and unadulterated hearts,

‘Then Jesus came to them and said, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptising them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.’ Mat 28:18-20 NIV


I love South Africa, God has a great call for our country, will we go for Him? Yes, I will Lord!

We serve the one who created the wind

Thinking back it’s amazing that we went to sleep at all, I can only think my mother and father must have been praying for us at that time. My Aunt had been looking after us for 2 weeks while my folks were away on an incentive business trip my Dad had won. They were on their way back that night, we knew that much, it was 8pm news and then off to bed, excited to see my folks after a long time away. Only… the news said that the last SAA flight out of Mauritius tonight, the Helderberg… didn’t make it, the news reporter read, so matter of factly:

“a Boeing 747 Combi named Helderberg, experienced a catastrophic in-flight fire in the cargo area, broke-up in mid-air, and crashed into the Indian Ocean east of Mauritius, killing all 159 people on board.” I think all I heard was catastrophic and my head started to spin, I was only in primary school, but these plane crashes weren’t common and when you heard them immediately announce catastrophic, there was no hope.

Firstly, in our household of 6 silence was a rare commodity… not tonight… stunned silence fell over our home, hearts and minds. My Aunt was amazing, because she routinely put us in bed and we went to sleep… still not knowing…

When we woke up in the morning, no, it had not been a mistake, that flight had gone down, my parents though they had to turn their plane back. They had been on the next flight out, their engine’s had caught alight but the pilot, aware of the previous disaster had instantly turned back. My folks were late, but they were safe. Relief, that part of the heart that had been holding it’s breathe for 12hours was now breathing and with excitement again! My parents were coming home.

When they returned my mother told us that even with her tremendous fear of heights she was not afraid. She said just as they were taking off the Lord showed her that without His angels carrying the wings of the plane they wouldn’t be able to take to the air at all. She literally saw the angel carrying the plane… moments later… she would need that same confirmation as the pilot called everyone to their seats and informed them of the need to return. Passengers all over the plane asked my folks to pray, what an opportunity for our King to have His way!

You see, we serve the one who creates the wind, Amos 4:13

‘He who forms the mountains, who creates the wind, and who reveals His thoughts to mankind, who turns dawn to darkness , and treads on the heights of the earth – the Lord Almighty is His Name.’ – Amos 4:13 NIV

We serve the God who “walks on the wings of the wind” Ps 104:3 KJV

You see my parents instilled such a deep knowing and trust in our Living God and that ‘the angels of the Lord are encamped around those fear him, and He delivers them.’ Ps 34:7 NIV This I think was part of ‘the peace of God, that surpasses all understanding’ that night that carried us through to the morning when we had news of my parents safe return.

Let’s pray:

Father, I pray in Your heavenly Name, abundance and provision, that You would give us the wisdom and discretion to teach and lead our little ones in service and constant trust in You. For You, Father God, hold the earth in the palm of Your hand, You sit on the circle of the earth, You created the wind and most of all ‘You give breathe unto Your people’ according to Is 42:5 and ‘You give strength and power to Your people.’ according to Ps 68:35. We pray You give us these, Father God, to teach and lead our children to build their faith in and through and on You, the rock of our salvation. Thank You Lord, God, Amen

Saturate Your people Oh God

This morning the Lord showed me a picture of what could be best described as a casualty of war. A man in a war hospital and he had his arm in a bandage, his leg in a cast, a massive bandage covering his eye and his whole head. He was (needless to say) in a very bad way, lying in that hospital bed.

And the Lord said to me, you have been like this casualty of war, you have been fighting for a long time now. But now is the time of my #Saturation. Why Saturation with a capital ‘S’? Because it is a Saturation from God, not merely a saturation like we in the world consider a complete covering, but, like when the Lord first watered the earth, the whole earth was watered from the inside out, supplying complete nourishment to the earth, so the Lord wants to nourish us from the inside out. The Lord wants to do this for us, but we need to make the time to be with Him. He is the only one who can satisfy our souls, He is the only one who can nourish our lives with everlasting nourishment that can even supply our physical bodies with what we need. But we need to allow Him in, into our hearts, thoughts, emotions, plans, we need to set aside time to be intimate with the Lord, not just pray and read our bibles.

The Lord is bringing us to wide open spaces of His freedom, where we feel like we have been drowning, He is going to use those experiences to bring our heads above water and we will start to take in as nourishment that which the enemy wanted to use to destroy us, like Joseph, He will raise us up above the circumstance. The circumstance itself is the test, it’s not something to fear, but overcome by the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony.. So I want to testify to God’s goodness! He has saved me this week, we had a potentially embarassing situation, but because last year we were obedient to the Lord, in a situation which put my hubby and I totally out of our comfort zone, but we did it. This year the Lord put one of the people involved in last years situation, in charge of the potentially embarassing one for us this year and I can truly testify that the Lord will not allow shame over the people who love Him and obey Him. Our situation was resolved and we were spared the embarassment of it all due to God’s favour and faithfulness.

The Lord is going to take every situation thrown at us meant for our destruction and cause utter ruin and destruction in the enemies camp with it! God is moving, He is turning the tide, everyone who has previously been mistreated for Him, for integrity, for truth, for honesty, commitment, Godly family commitment, Godly dreams and desires, callings and aspirations, those who want to live for what He made you for. You have been under a lot of stress and it feels like you have had all life can give you in the negative and you can’t take another blow? This message is for you. God is on your side, if you are the one who is doing what’s right and getting the raw deal, God is coming to you. He is saying Now! Now! Now! Stand up and take those bandages off! Throw those crutches away! World War was 74years ago! The war went on at least another 2years longer than it should have for American political gain. Do you want to be there, do you still want to be in your hospital bed in 2years time, not having achieved all your Father has for you? I THINK NOT!! You’re over that now. Don’t let the enemy tell you you’re still there. You can still feel the pain when someone touches you on that scar? Yes you can, you’re human, you will feel it at varying degrees of intensity for the rest of your life, but, you can’t live in a hospital bed because you are alive and have skin that has feelings, much less a heart with raw emotions, or you can choose to believe your Heavenly Father, who made you for much more, so much more!

The Lord says get up! Throw away those bed clothes and bandages, because like Lazarus throwing off his bed clothes you are declaring I AM ALIVE(to yourself, the world, but most importantly to your enemy and everything he can throw at you, stand, all you have to do is stand!)! Even though you wanted me dead, I am alive! Even though you wanted me to live broken, I am alive! Like the prophet prophesying to the dry bones, you need to get up and say no more! I am done being broken, I am done being a victim of my past, of my family or whatever it may be that you have bandaged up for so long. Come on! Now’s the time, life’s too short to wait till you feel fine. Now’s the time! Say past you are behind me, regardless of what it is… if it happened yesteday, it’s gone, it doesn’t have the right to predict your tomorrow, ask God to heal it and believe He has done it! I’m not saying it didn’t hurt, we can chat about that and God is the perfect physician of the heart, emotions, mind and memory, I know first hand! Allow Him in, His gentle, perfect Fatherly love, will heal the wounds, hurts and pains of the past. I say that because I see there are levels of pain. We can believe that the Lord will heal the unforgiveness of a partner who dumped us at or before the dance, but do we have the faith to believe that the same perfect Father has the desire and ability to heal us when it was the altar we were left at, the levels of pain and depth of damage and despair are totally different, but the Father is the same perfect Father who can see, feel and heal perfectly for both no matter how small or deep or shallow the hurt, pain and wounds occured, He knows them, knew them and wanted to heal them from the start. How long will we run from His perfect hand of healing, forgiveness and loving-kindness that will determine our tomorrow.

#Allow Him not hurt to determine our tomorrow!

One leg on the wrong side of the fence?

Ever feel like something’s weighing you down?

Hi there!

So this week I felt like maybe I am living with one half of me, the heaviest part of me (even though it should be equally weighted, but somehow, it seems heavier), on the wrong side of the fence.

As I was praying the Lord showed me a person, it was a silhouette of a man sitting on the wall with one leg on either side of it. One side of the wall, was not necessarily dark, but darker almost as if in the shadow of the other side of the wall, but not entirely. I could see the person as if on  a journey with their back towards me, moving in the opposite direction. Strangely they were trying to move in that direction but he was seated on the wall. While moving in the opposite direction one side of his body kept pulling him almost off the wall as if that side was weighted down and the other side was easier to move and carry along the wall.

As I kept looking, the Lord said to me that side needs to be seared off. As it says in the word if your eye causes you to sin, you should gouge it out. (Mat 18:9) Now this may seem a little harsh, we don’t speak like that nowadays. But let’s just imagine for a moment that the person is the head of a homegroup, a bible study or children’s church and whatever is weighing them down causes them eventually to fall off that wall and into whatever sin they keep dallying with? What becomes of the people they have been leading. Now, before you write this off, let’s think about who we are leading in our personal lives. You may be a mother or father, maybe you don’t have kids but the people at work are watching you because they’ve seen that e-mail with the Lord’s name that comes daily or a calendar or mousepad with a bible verse. They can see there’s something different about you and then one day you fall into the major temptation you have been dallying with slightly and give in completely. Your entire testimony for Christ shattered. Will He forgive you, always, without a doubt, but you will loose all the inheritance you have been saving up in His Kingdom your entire life.

If you were that leader, you will loose all the honour and respect of the people you have been so closely working with all this time. I bet if we asked any leader who has had a temptation crush their lives they would rather have heeded this warning, if your eye causes you to stumble gouge it out, than have lost everything due to the one eye weighing them off that wall.

Come on guys, we all have it, that little temptation that’s nothing major at all, but if we allow it to grow, if we allow it to go unchecked, it has the potential to knock us entirely off our walk with the Lord.

What’s mine, I love my creature comforts, I love sleeping, indulge myself with good food and a lot of extra lazy time. There’s a lot I should be doing but I put it off, I pretend it’s not important and not a job for right now. Is this a major sin, probably not for anyone else, but for me, this started to take away from quality and ability of life for myself and my family. I lived behind, I don’t know how to do this and believed it until I prayed and asked the Lord to help me overcome this and He has given me practical ideas and tips of what to do. This is one of the reasons we have lived in a crowded, chaotic and hoarder type house until now. Fortunately, by the grace of God, He has been spurring me on in this department and I have been working on it. Still needs a lot of work!!

How did I find my blindspot, after all, it’s a blindspot?

Ask the Lord. Be honest with yourself and the Lord. Pray, ask God to show you where you have any places of temptation that you may even be blind to. He has so much for you and living with a blindspot will keep you going round your mountain. Ask, He is faithful to show you gently as you are able to deal with them, one by one, releasing you into freedom!! Where we all want to be!

I had to be honest. Say Lord I don’t like to be told I am lazy, I am not living up to my role as a good mother, keeping a clean, organised house. My house wasn’t dirty, but, definitely not what it could be as far as organised and the sanctuary you want for your family. I had to be honest and ask people, how do I accomplish minor tasks that everyone else does everyday. I had to admit, I don’t know how to do this, I don’t have the skills to run a home. But the minute I became transparent and asked the Lord to show me my blindspot, which was my laziness, things started to change, because I never believed I was lazy and always thought I was hardworking. When I admitted that, I could start dealing with the rest.

Getting help was partly accountability, partly learning the skills. The minute I started asking key people in my life to help me, come in and show me what and how to do the minor things most people learn while they are children, it all started to turn around. Do I live in a neat and uncluttered organised home, not quite yet, but definitely on our way to much more stability than we’ve ever had before! By the grace of God! Slowly, day by day, small daily disciplines to keep routine, order and life is looking more stable.

Prayer is the final, continual step. Praying that the Lord would help me. Keep me accountable, honest with myself. Praying that the Lord would sear off all connection I had with that selfish, lazy, old nature in order for me to live free! Almost checking off daily, how did I do today? Asking the Lord to help me for this day, thanking Him and asking Him to help me for the next day or week or month. I need to ask daily, I probably fall off my wall daily, it’s nicer to read or write than cook and clean, but prayer… but God… now I know, it’s nicer to read or write in a clean, ordered home with God leading me on to His grace!
Trust this helps you, I have been working on it for sometime now and I, as always and all of us, am a work in progress. By the grace of God I am alive, by the grace of God I grow daily.

Extra verses Matthew 6:22-23

Let me know if this has helped you, no really, get in touch, love to hear if we are connecting on the same level?