Jesus, my Saviour! 2005

In the same way I was transported to the heavenlies in my previous vision, while we lived in Cape Town, in another home, I was praising and worshipping God and while singing about wanting to see His face. All of a sudden, completely out of the blue there before my eyes was the Saviour! He stood immediately in front of me, it felt as if I would lift my hand and touch His face… with His eyes burning like fire, His hair beautiful and shoulder length brown with a slight wave and His face the most majestic I’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing; and that was the thing, I knew Him, it wasn’t that I had just seen Him, I already knew Him, even though it was the first time I laid eyes on Him, I knew Him intimately and He looked at me so tenderly, lovingly and full of kindness and mercy… Once again, I felt unworthy and that the Lord was wanting to tell me something but I never trusted myself to ask Him what, as I felt I wasn’t worthy of His visitation and unsure of the reason, so I never mentioned it again, until in 2016 the Lord had “Uncle Angus” read it out aloud over the radio. If you look it up today, you should be able to find it on the internet and listen to the beautiful description of “The Man from Galilee” as read by Angus Buchan. It’s an atheist who lived in Jesus’ day and wrote this description, better than I can, but caused me to pull off the road in tears of repentance as I realised I had been running away from the Lord, as He had visited me and I had been in disbelief. I repented and it renewed my estranged relationship with the Lord, I wasn’t mad, He was actually revealing Himself and all these other visions to me.

What does He want from me, how will this benefit those around me, I’m still asking, but at least I no longer run away from God, I have learnt to trust Him, draw near and run with what He is showing me and where He leads me.

Let’s take a retro look

Tonight, as our dear President, his excellency, Mr. Ramaphosa, gave his announcement I felt great empathy for him. Visible tolls of the decision-making processes, planning and true deliberation of a good man on behalf of his countrymen. I can do little by saying thank you, Sir, and yet I would be remiss if I didn’t. Thank you, Sir.

Thank you for taking up the challenge when brought out at this time of crisis to stand strong for our nation, your nation, God’s people.

As I stood in my kitchen contemplating my little family. My mind was taken back to 2008, the big world wide economic crash. My hubby and I were newly weds, moved to Cape Town and it had taken me 3 years to finally find a permanent job in this new province. Everything went well, we went on our Christmas holiday in 2007 and came back expecting a fantastic year, I was calling in January to find out about deep sea diving courses we were going to take.

In June I became strangely ill, my doc decided it was food poisoning, but the nurses at our office knew better, first hand experience told them I was pregnant, took the test and voila! A baby girl… 5 months in, crisis hit the medical aid industry and everyone said they can never put you under retrenchment, you’re pregnant… turns out none of us had ever heard of LIFO (Last In First Out) policy of HR. Well, that was us, newly married, brand new job, finally pregnant, we had been trying for years and voila…retrenchment.

Many people asked how we would survive this unprecedented time in history with all the economies of the world crashing around us. We said, God will provide… On the day I spent cleaning out my baby girls room, painting it and marvelling at the generosity of God’s people… I looked around the room so overwhelmed… we had received everything in triplicate, from prams to cots to clothing and car chairs. Here we were, new business in the dining room, baby girl in the spare room and everything we could ever need provided by our heavenly Father.

So, if like me, tonight the announcement of an extended lock down had you in a momentary panic, look back and remember where God has brought you from.

Much love,

Asnee – Ordering Mayhem

Promise for South Africa 13 March, 2020

This morning while in quiet time, I feel the Lord gave me another word for South Africa.

While praying I felt the Lord say read Isaiah 33, which I did and this beautiful picture came out of it:

Is 33

a)‘Woe to you, destroyer, you who have not been destroyed!

Woe to you, betrayer, you who have not been betrayed!

When you stop destroying, you will be destroyed;

When you stop betraying, you will be betrayed.

b)Lord, be gracious to us; we long for You. Be our strength every morning, our salvation in time of distress. At the uproar of Your army, the peoples flee; when You rise up, the nations scatter. c) Your plunder, O nations, is harvested as by young locusts; like a swarm of locusts people pounce on it.

d)The Lord is exalted, for He dwells on high; He will fill Zion with His justice and righteousness. He will be the sure foundation for your times, a rich store of salvation and wisdom and knowledge; the fear of the Lord is the key to this treasure.

e)Look, their brave men cry aloud in the streets; the envoys of peace weep bitterly. The highways are deserted and no travellers are on the raods. The treaty is broken, its witnesses are despised, no one is respected. The land dries up and wastes away, Lebanon is ashamed and withers; Sharon is like the Arabah, the Bashan and Carmel drop their leaves.

f)“Now will I arise,” says the Lord.

“Now will I be exalted; now will I be lifted up. You conceive chaff, you give birth to straw; your breath is a fire that consumes you. The peoples will be burned to ashes; like cut thornbushes they will be set ablaze.”

“You who are far away, hear what I have done; you who are near, acknowledge my power! The sinners in Zion are terrified; trembling grips the godless: “Who of us can dwell with the consuming fire? Who can dwell with everlasting burning?” Those who walk righteously and speak what is right, who reject gain from extortion and keep their hands form accepting bribes, who stop their ears against the plots of murder and shut their eyes against contemplating evil- they are the ones who will dwell on the heights, whose refuge will be the mountain fortress. Their bread will be supplied, and water will not fail them.

Your eyes will see the king in His beauty and view a land that stretches afar. In your thoughts you will ponder the former terror: “Where is that chief officer? Where is the one who took the revenue? Where is the officer in charge of the towers?” You will see those arrogant people no more, people whose speech is obscure, whose language is strange and incomprehensible.

Look on Zion, the city of your festivals: your eyes will see Jerusalem, a peaceful abode, a tent that will not be moved; its stakes will never be pulled up, nor any of its ropes broken. There the Lord will be our Mighty One. It will be like a place of broad rivers and streams. No galley with oars will ride them, no mighty ship will sail them. For the Lord is our judge, the Lord is our lawgiver, the Lord is our King; it is He who will save us.

Your rigging hangs loose: The mast is not held secure, the sail is not spread. Then an abundance of spoils will be divided and even the lame will carry off plunder. No one living in Zion will say, “I am ill”; and the sins of those who dwell there will be forgiven.”

What the Lord showed me regarding Isaiah 33 and similarities with South Africa.

While I can see this is a picture of what heaven is and will be when we arrive there, the Lord spoke to me this morning and told me that this is a picture of the ‘salvation of South Africa’ now. South Africa will be a ‘type’ of heaven for people to look to and see this is how it is when the Lords people dwell together in harmony.

The Lord has been telling me for a few years now, that, while people are almost ‘fleeing’ South Africa now, as in my previous vision from the Lord that is in line with His plan of spreading the gospel across the globe that those people are, literally, ‘a planting of the Lord,’ giving the world a picture of what the family as God designed it should be and thereby spreading the gospel. The Lord has been saying that as much as people are now ‘fleeing’ South Africa, in a few years’ time they will be returning for the ‘safe haven’ South Africa can offer them. The Lord said to me, that the way the world uses Switzerland for a ‘safe haven’ of their finances, they will be using South Africa as a ‘safe haven’ of their lives, families and all that they hold dear.

Is 33 – describes beautifully how when the Lord restores, He is the one who restores completely and entirely that we would not need or want to add anything to what He has and is doing in His plans for us as His people or His land. Praise God!

a)When we were interceding for the last elections the Lord had me in hysterical laughter and was showing me how He was pulling the people in, what they thought were seats of power out of their seats. Another lady that night said that they would fall and even by death, some would fall. There was a spate of deaths in the parliament and local governments the following year. But, as it says in  Is 33, ‘The destroyer and betrayer will be destroyed and betrayed.’

b)While the Lord’s people are calling to Him to be their strength and their rock. Acknowledging that when the Lord decides and sends His army, the nations will flee!

c)We God’s people, will be the people, pouncing on the harvest, like locusts, sweeping our sickels for the ripe harvest, not allowing one to fall through the cracks, but sweeping every kindling flame, each is important to our Father, therefore each one is worth dying for in our hearts!

d) The Lord, our Rock and our salvation, will be the one to establish the peoples in righteousness and justice.

e)A picture of what the rest of the world will look like at this time, which is why people will be fleeing.

f)The promises of the Lord for the country that allows Him to establish His justice and righteousness for it’s people.

Amen, let it be, Lord!

Jesus on His chariot 6 March 2020

Tonight, while worshipping, the Lord showed me a picture of Him on a chariot with horses’ reigns in His hand, the horses were all the elements of the universe, the four corners of the world, they were all harnessed to the chariot. Jesus was riding the chariot and having a ball, throwing out lightning and thunder as He travelled across the wings of the wind, traversing the globe, sitting on the circle of the earth, throwing out these lightning bolts with thunder and wherever they hit, there His people would be grabbing that lightning and thunder and sending it onto the souls around them, throwing out, as quickly as they could, but even so, it wasn’t fast enough, for the lightning bolts and thunder from the Lord were coming down faster than the people could pass them out.

As the Lord’s people were throwing out the lightning bolts and thunderous words, they weren’t shouting, but the words moved the earth in people’s hearts as it was straight from the mouth of God, as they were passing out the bolts and thunder that came from the mouth and hand of God, so were the seeds planted, as it was planted almost immediately it was also reaped. God is saying, the harvest is ripe, who will go for Him, who will go with Him, He is traversing the earth, no longer sitting on the circle of the earth but currently riding the clouds with His chariots, harnessing the ends of the earth, the elements of the world, the universe, to accomplish His work. Will you go with Him, will you go for Him, this is the question, where will you be in His traversing? Will you traverse with Him, will you stay out and have nothing to do with it, as it says in Isaiah 63 ‘I’ve been treading the winepress alone. No one was there to help.’ So, the Lord is saying about the harvest, Mat 9:37 ‘the harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few.’ Will you leave Him to do this work alone, because He can, but, if we will allow Him to work with, through, and in us, He will accomplish much, and the rewards are great, we will see Father move heaven and earth if we say ‘Send me, I will go for you, God make me Your hands and feet,’ Father will have His way, where will you be, where will I be, what will we choose, Father has His way, whether the people will move with Him or not, but if we do, He alone will be the strength beneath our wings. He has promised us supernatural power, strength, divine wisdom, insight and supernatural divine wisdom and discernment of spirits of life and death and He will be glorified, He will be exalted high above all other names that at the name of Jesus every knee will bow and every tongue confess, ‘Jesus Christ is Lord’ His banner over me is love, He would have me spread His banner over the world far and wide, if I will allow Him to use me.

If we will believe that His holy Spirit came on that day of Pentecost like a gale force wind… can we fathom it… no, in South Africa we have never had that gale force wind, let’s pray we don’t have to have it before we will listen and hear and go for Him. If we could understand that that gale force wind shook the building to nearly blowing over the walls, shook, the ground beneath them… shook… when the Holy Spirit came, are we expecting this move of God, where He will shake the ground beneath us, He will shake all we know as solid and give us a new understanding of what it means for God to move, for God to be the immovable, moving mountains into the sea, Oh God make us see! We look at buildings, temples (churches and even ourselves, our bodies), mountains as unshakable, but I pray for the day God makes us know… His unshakable… unlike anything this world knows or can see. When we believe that His Holy Spirit came in that Holy fire and shook that building to nearly collapsing, ‘no one could tell where it came from’ and then broke the ‘wild fire’ (Acts 2, the Message) into parts and came to rest on the people, from there they began speaking in tongues in different languages.

Picture this, the entire building is nearly blown over with the 120 disciples inside it, by a gale force wind, these are not silent. Then what looks like a wildfire appears from nowhere and rests on each person and they come out of the building speaking languages they’ve never spoken before. This could hit the local news instantly! Can we believe the Lord for a move like this?

He is working, He is on His chariot, moving cracking lightning and thunder bolts from the heavenlies to the earth enabling us to harvest as we live and move and have our being in Him. ‘Every seed is important, every seed is necessary, don’t miss an opportunity,’ says the Lord, ‘take every moment you can to plant, I will harvest, keep planting, I am harvesting faster than you can imagine, faster than the lightning bolts that I am sending from the heavenlies, I am harvesting, keep sowing, keep reaping, keep harvesting I am working,’ says the Lord, ‘believe me, I will do a great work in the world through this generation of South Africans, if you will only believe. The devil has no say, never mind who has the last say, I am always in control and I will always fulfil my word. My word over South Africa has always been life and Godliness to be spread from here throughout the world, throughout the nations, spread by South Africans through South Africans, bringing the rest of the world back in line, back on track to the family values, family statutes of my word that South Africans, knowingly or unknowingly carry with them in their DNA, I have kept them as a people, hidden in my ways that they may not be corrupted by the world, that they would carry the light of my Kingdom to the rest of the world, and even though they don’t see or know it now, that is why they, South African families have been scattered abroad to share and bring the gospel to the people around them through the loving, caring environment of the family structure.’

Now there will be a backlash, there will be a fight for the family structure, especially in South Africa, that is only natural, the devil always tries to silence the messenger before he can effectively bring the message of the Living God to His people and those around him, but Rom 8:28  ‘and we know that for those who love God all things work together for good.’ Hold on South Africa, hold fast to all I have given you in my word, fight South Africa, with all you have, for the family structure, this is the one place in the world where the sanctity of marriage and family can be seen undestroyed by the enemy and his plan he sees as cunning. He knows nothing of the strategy I, the Living God, have had from the beginning of time, and the very plan the enemy had to silence, destroy and kill this people of strength, of courage and of character that I have raised up in South Africa, is the self-same strategy I have orchestrated to send and separate my people throughout the world, scattering them like nothing before in order to send out, strategically place them, strategically spread them into the world… my silent army. Oh my silent army, you don’t even know who you are, you don’t even know that you have been planted with the strategy of the King of kings on your heart in order to bring my peace, bring my reconciliation of families, family structure, family strength in loving-kindness, in loving-territories back to me like no other weapon can bring in place. The family is my secret weapon to bring society back to it’s feet from having fallen into the mire and destruction the enemy tries to kill, steal and destroy all that I have placed in society, but you, South Africa are placed in such a way that you will silently bring back to me those who have gone astray, into the ways of the world they didn’t know to be traps, I will bring them back with the love they find in all your homes. South Africa, go out amongst those around you, bring the South African culture back to families… relaxing in each others homes where we pick up on culture, nuances and how to love one another as I have taught you from the beginning of time. Bring the world back to it’s knees, remember, when South Africa announced a 1 million strong prayer meeting, no one asked ‘to which god will they pray?’ remember that, there is only one God, the world already knew and knows the God of South Africa is the one true God, they need us to show it to them by our loving testimony. Go forth and multiply in a new way. Stay close to me, I will lead, guide and empower you, mostly when led by Holy Spirit, I will be the one multiplying your efforts and reaping the harvest, keep sowing, I will reap… the time is now! It is Time! the time is now, It Is Time! the time is now, It Is Time! Go South Africa, Go!! Go for Me, go with Me, go in the strength of your heavenly Father! Go, where I will send you, go when I will send you, go without questioning, go without looking back, go without spare sandals, go without a purse, go in my strength, go in my Spirit, I will send you where no one will know where you came from or where you are going, I will send you, will you go for Me? Will you go with Me? South Africa this is your destiny, you were raised up, tried and tested for such a time as this, will you go with Me? The devil tried to kill you for this destiny, will you stand in the face of this destiny, this trial and testing is over, South Africa, will you stand and say, I was raised up for such a time as this?
South Africa, rise and shine for your light has come and the glory of the Lord will shine upon you (Isaiah 60:1)  if you will allow Me, I will go with you, I will go before you, I will go in you, in power in strength you have never encountered before, by the power of the Holy Spirit that raised Jesus from the dead, I will go before you, by the very breath that spoke life into being I will cast out the demons, I will clear the battle ground before you get there, I will be the trap set before the enemy, the enemy will run into it and you will come in behind the souls that felt trapped by the enemy, and you will be the ones to pick up the pieces and catch the harvest for the Kingdom, reaping the harvest where the enemy thought he had a stronghold, you, South Africa, you will be the ones to harvest, you will be picking that harvest and saving the souls for eternity, that they will not be lost, I will not loose one of these that I have apportioned for my Kingdom, they will each be known by Me and be brought to Me before the end of time, says the Lord Almighty! There is none that will snatch them away from Me, or out of My holy hand, says the Lord God Almighty, the One Living, true God.

Black hole in the inner chamber

This week at church the Lord showed me a picture during worship. You need to know that we had about 45min of praying in the Spirit and free worship, this was the most tangible presence of God I have felt in a group of people for sometime.

I asked the Lord, ‘why do I feel as though I’m never totally submitting, allowing You to control my entire being, like when people fall over from the touch of the Holy Spirit. I feel I’ll nearly fall down but then I resist it?’

The Lord showed me a picture of a grey smallish room and I immediately understood it to be the inner chambers of my heart. There in the back left corner was a dark spot, on inspecting it I found that it was a hole in my heart. The Lord said ‘these are the pains, rejections, hurts, neglect and abandonments in your life that you have not let go of. While you’re holding onto them you are allowing that hole to continue to grow or remain active.’

God: ‘Now, the question is what will you do with all that pain?’

Me: ‘but Lord I have forgiven them,’

God: ‘yes, but you haven’t released them of the burden of what they’ve done to you and until you do you will remain with a hole in your heart, that everytime my glory comes it pours through the back door in your heart and I can’t help you, to fill you up, because you have allowed that back door to remain and for it to have full authority to the access of all I am doing in your life, by holding tightly to the reigns of authority of the blame and guilt and shame of what these people have done to you. Let go, let My Spirit in, completely, fully, entirely surrendering can only come once you have released your hold on all the things around you that keep you under the authority of the world and the things around you. The things of this world have no authority over you unless you give them the reigns. Those reigns you are holding, let them go into My Presence and I will continue to deal with those as I see fit. Give your full surrender to me and I will close the hole in your heart, as you have now given me permission to do and I will fill your cup to overflowing!’

Prayer I prayed now, today as I was writing this:

‘Please God, help me to relinquish into your hands every person that has ever hurt, neglected, abandoned, rejected, abused or in anyway wronged me and help me to release them, the memory of all they’ve done and the deep hurt, pain, shame and rejection to you. Amen’

Thank You Lord, I receive,

I trust this will help someone else as well! God Bless!